Life changed

Happy Birthday to Nicole. Wish you all the best and stay sweet with your bf :)
We took this picture on her birthday night.
I don't want to take photo at first cos of my hair. :(
So freaking oily. But then i fulfilled her dream. She wanted to take picture with me so badly looo....
Ok, just joke. :)
Happy Birthday :D


  Went out with Jesin, Nicole and my brother yesterday night. Just wanted to have supper. Guess what, fries is always our first choice. We had a great tea session. Even though just 3 of us. Even though just Jesin , Vj and I. We can talk so much nonsenses. I just wonder, friends are all around but you know that everyone is thinking the same problem of you? Don't need to ask, don't need to pretend anything. You know i know. i fed up of  everything of you. No one complains, but your mouth is just like non-stop to judge. We treated you as friend, you treated us as a piece of shit. I just wanto tell you. I fed up of everything. You got so many excuses to us. We trusted of your every single lie. Who cares of this right? You said you care of every single friendship you're having. You're bull shitting everything. You know you've changed a lot? I know you don't care but i care!

  Since when, you didn't come to my house anymore?
  Since when, we don't have heart-to-heart chatting? 
  Since when, we don't have tea time anymore?
  Since when, i don't know your secret anymore?
  Since when, your phone don't need my text anymore?
  Since when? ? ? 

  I just don't like everything. I don't like those attitude. FRIEND. This is what we called as. This is not only for you, for those who always ignored others. Who always dumped the old 1 for the new. Who always dumped their friends for their part timer bf/gf. Yes, it's ok if you appreciate your partner. What if you're not paying your sincere heart to them. Please, fuck off from their life and stop hurting them. Bastard.

  Looking for new year eve. Family problem is getting well and i think everything is settled. Just i need some times to get used to everything. Still, i hope to back to my old place. There is a lot memories. Overall, 2010 is not my year, is not a good year for me. :)